Cerpen Versi Inggris - The Kiss
By: Kate Chopin
Cerpen Versi Inggris - Kiss |
It was still quite light out of doors, but inside with the
curtains drawn and the smouldering fire sending out a dim, uncertain glow, the
room was full of deep shadows.
Brantain sat in
one of these shadows; it had overtaken him and he did not mind. The obscurity
lent him courage to keep his eyes fastened as ardently as he liked upon the
girl who sat in the firelight.
She was very
handsome, with a certain fine, rich coloring that belongs to the healthy brune
type. She was quite composed, as she idly stroked the satiny coat of the cat
that lay curled in her lap, and she occasionally sent a slow glance into the
shadow where her companion sat. They were talking low, of indifferent things
which plainly were not the things that occupied their thoughts. She knew that
he loved her—a frank, blustering fellow without guile enough to conceal his
feelings, and no desire to do so. For two weeks past he had sought her society
eagerly and persistently. She was confidently waiting for him to declare
himself and she meant to accept him. The rather insignificant and unattractive
Brantain was enormously rich; and she liked and required the entourage which
wealth could give her.
During one of the
pauses between their talk of the last tea and the next reception the door
opened and a young man entered whom Brantain knew quite well. The girl turned
her face toward him. A stride or two brought him to her side, and bending over
her chair—before she could suspect his intention, for she did not realize that
he had not seen her visitor—he pressed an ardent, lingering kiss upon her lips.
Brantain slowly
arose; so did the girl arise, but quickly, and the newcomer stood between them,
a little amusement and some defiance struggling with the confusion in his face.
"I
believe," stammered Brantain, "I see that I have stayed too long. I—I
had no idea—that is, I must wish you good-by." He was clutching his hat
with both hands, and probably did not perceive that she was extending her hand
to him, her presence of mind had not completely deserted her; but she could not
have trusted herself to speak.
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"Hang me if
I saw him sitting there, Nattie! I know it's deuced awkward for you. But I hope
you'll forgive me this once—this very first break. Why, what's the
matter?"
"Don't touch
me; don't come near me," she returned angrily. "What do you mean by
entering the house without ringing?"
"I came in
with your brother, as I often do," he answered coldly, in
self-justification. "We came in the side way. He went upstairs and I came
in here hoping to find you. The explanation is simple enough and ought to
satisfy you that the misadventure was unavoidable. But do say that you forgive
me, Nathalie," he entreated, softening.
"Forgive
you! You don't know what you are talking about. Let me pass. It depends upon—a
good deal whether I ever forgive you."
At that next
reception which she and Brantain had been talking about she approached the
young man with a delicious frankness of manner when she saw him there.
"Will you
let me speak to you a moment or two, Mr. Brantain?" she asked with an
engaging but perturbed smile. He seemed extremely unhappy; but when she took
his arm and walked away with him, seeking a retired corner, a ray of hope
mingled with the almost comical misery of his expression. She was apparently
very outspoken.
"Perhaps I
should not have sought this interview, Mr. Brantain; but—but, oh, I have been
very uncomfortable, almost miserable since that little encounter the other
afternoon. When I thought how you might have misinterpreted it, and believed
things"—hope was plainly gaining the ascendancy over misery in Brantain's
round, guileless face—"Of course, I know it is nothing to you, but for my
own sake I do want you to understand that Mr. Harvy is an intimate friend of
long standing. Why, we have always been like cousins—like brother and sister, I
may say. He is my brother's most intimate associate and often fancies that he
is entitled to the same privileges as the family. Oh, I know it is absurd,
uncalled for, to tell you this; undignified even," she was almost weeping,
"but it makes so much difference to me what you think of—of me." Her
voice had grown very low and agitated. The misery had all disappeared from Brantain's
face.
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"Then you do
really care what I think, Miss Nathalie? May I call you Miss Nathalie?"
They turned into a long, dim corridor that was lined on either side with tall,
graceful plants. They walked slowly to the very end of it. When they turned to
retrace their steps Brantain's face was radiant and hers was triumphant.
Harvy was among
the guests at the wedding; and he sought her out in a rare moment when she
stood alone.
"Your
husband," he said, smiling, "has sent me over to kiss you."
A quick blush suffused her face and round
polished throat. "I suppose it's natural for a man to feel and act
generously on an occasion of this kind. He tells me he doesn't want his
marriage to interrupt wholly that pleasant intimacy which has existed between
you and me. I don't know what you've been telling him," with an insolent
smile, "but he has sent me here to kiss you."
She felt like a
chess player who, by the clever handling of his pieces, sees the game taking
the course intended. Her eyes were bright and tender with a smile as they
glanced up into his; and her lips looked hungry for the kiss which they
invited.
"But, you
know," he went on quietly, "I didn't tell him so, it would have
seemed ungrateful, but I can tell you. I've stopped kissing women; it's
dangerous."
Well, she had
Brantain and his million left. A person can't have everything in this world;
and it was a little unreasonable of her to expect it.
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